Best Friends and time.(written by me, about me)

Many years ago we met, we were both new and lost,

We kept being pushed, and eventually we were tossed.

We became perfect best friends, who would always like to talk,

We went to my house and even the mall, we would sometimes even squawk.

But then something happened, I cant really explain how,

We seemed to have drifted apart. as far as we are now........

We really were so close, as close as we could be,

We were always goofing off, you would even laugh with me.
You told me I was the truest friend you had,
But every once in a wile I would always make you mad.
You really taught me a lot, more then I could ever know.
About more then I can name, too bad I was really slow.

But then some thing happened, I really don't know why,
But when that thing happened, I felt like I would die.
After summer we changed, and I felt so all alone,
You found someone that made you happy, but I was on my own.

I tried to make things better, the way that they once were,
But no matter what I tried, It always turned into a blur.
I tried to ask you questions, But you would never answer,
I then stated feeling awful, I thought that I had cancer.
I thought you didn't need me, I felt like I'd lost a friend,
I was getting depressed, because I though it was the end.

You really didn't need me, You had somebody you needed,
But I was all alone, and I really was unneeded.
I set my plan into action and so the story goes.
I acted really unworthy and this is why it blows.

We ended up not talking for the longest time,
But then this turns and this is how I rhyme.
Then we started talking, I don't know what about,
But this story keeps on going, with out a very doubt.

I stay true to my word, and promises that I make
I will not ever brake them even unless I die,
But if that ever happens that is sure to make you cry.
I promised you I do anything to make you happy,
Even if it makes my life crappy.
I promised you I'd always watch over you unlike most,
You will never see me, I will be like a ghost.
When ever you need me I Promise to be there,
No matter when No matter where I swear.

As time goes on we will always drift apart.
Just remember the goodtimes, just always use your heart.
No matter what has happened I'll always feel the same,
You and Me are Best Friends, there will always be a flame........

This poem isn't about love, its about friendship and how strong it really is. No matter when no matter where, no matter how, I promise to be there. Friendships are one of the things that no one should live with out, not me, not anyone. I just wanted to reflect on that.

PS the rhymes are corny.

People change

Every day 1%(estimated) of people in the world change. We never really know who's going to be the 1% that does all we really hope for is for things to stay the sameway so we never have to adjust to living without them in our lives. But most of the time we won't have control whether if they do or not. We can't ever truly plan on the way things are going to happen based on the years before because things change when we least expect them to.

Anyone that truly knows me well enough will say that I have a strong spirit that will never give up untill after I'm dead. I always trust people to do the right thing if it ever comes to that but I won't judge them differently if they don't, because some people honestly don't know how to do the right thing. When you make a promise to someone saying that you will always be there for them, then you need to keep good to your promise and if you don't then you are a coward! Who deserves to be rejected from life itself. For me I would rather die then
brake a promise I made to someone but others will make'em and brake'em without a care for the world.

I learn a lot from my friends and family and without them I would be nowhere and I would have given up years ago. But today I am officially an adult, I have to use what I've learned to succeed in this world like a lot of people don't because from this point on my life is in my hands. I have no idea what life as an adult is going to be like, will it be harder? Will it be tougher? And will I do well at it? I have no idea to the answers of any of these questions, so I'll let my friends and family answer them for me. Today is going to be a great day because it's the one day where everyone is happy I'm alive and well, and today is the day when I can look back and see how far I've come. Life is a pain and no one can plan how everything is going to happen but in the end lifes what you make of it...