Family and Friends

As I grow older I come to realize how cruel life really is. When I was a young child I never knew how life really was because of my parents would sheild me from the bad things in life and I never had to worry about the truth in people and what they are capable of doing. Now I am over in England to see family and to relax on vacation, and I soon am going to be going to France and Belgium. But now I know the true colors of some of my relatives because they would rather go to Weymouth then see their family(us) who only comes over once every 3-6 years. I guess every body has their different priorities but its hard for me to understand why they would rather go to the beach then spend time with us. Here in England my dad is like the connecting link to his family, but the family has drifted apart over the years of us coming over. Every time I use to come over I would usually see one of my favorite cousins but she has grown up and I haven't seen or talked to her in 6=7 years and its really a sad thing for me, because friends and family is everything to me(As you know, if it wasn't for them then I would have no reason to keep living). But the main point of this post is that this year Friends and Family have drifted apart and its a hard thing for me to adapt to these changes. And I guess whether I learn to adapt to them or not life is going to go on.

This year has been a tough year for me all around and yet I'm still going through all of it. Its these hard times when we begin to realize how lucky we are and were in the past. But its vacation and I'm loving it and I refuse to let anyone ruin it no matter who they are. Right now I'm probally the happiest I've been all year because I know no matter what happens that I'm going to be ok, And if I do get stuck in a rut then I know that my Friends and Family will help me when I need it the most. But any way I gotta go enjoy the rest of my vacation and I'll write more when I get back home.