Hmmmm.....

Remembering the past is sometimes a goodthing and sometimes its a bad thing. But I've always wondered why it hurts to remember the past? Is it the reality of knowing that none of that stuff can never happen again, or is it that feeling of being loved that we all miss?

But what happens in the past is fun to talk about, but whats happening now is even more important. Many people say that "You can eather look at the glass as half full, or half empty" but eather way they are the same thing just in different opinions, I learned a new way of looking at it. Personally I would rather dump some chocolate syrup into it, turn it into chocolate milk, then enjoy drinking what I had... In the end life is truely what you make of it. You can eather live life in the dark and never bother looking for light or you can Live life looking for light and eventually finding it. Some people spend there whole life looking for it and never finding it(sad but true). Wile others have it right under there nose and not even know it. Different people have different meanings of what I mean by light. Some people think of it as faith, hope, heaven. Wile others think of it as finding a place where they truely belong. Personally I almost think of light as that feeling of knowing that your loved and that people truely care about you, and are wiling to do anything(reasonable) for you. But ther are those of us that dissagree. But I'm tired and I'm signing off, more to come later.