Change.

Change is the hardest thing for me in life. Every day is different so I could be really close to someone one day and not even talk to them the next. This is the kind of stuff that gets me depressed more then anything but most people don't know it. Being close with people I guess is like a drug for me... when I have it I'm happy, and when I don't then I get all depressed. When I get really close with some one then I end up creating great memories that I always look back on no matter where, or when it is.... I guess life is depressing for me Because changes happen everyday and my brain just cant deal with them all. But thats what my friends are there for so when I start getting all depressed they usually help me :-).