People ask why I am always feeling depressed, but I don't always know the answer to that question. Even though I'm depressed I really don't have a reason to be. I have a Great family, the Greatest friends that anyone could ask for, and people that love me and would do anything for me, and yet I'm still depressed. I guess in a way I'm just scared of what will happen in the future, and the changes that are going to happen as I get older, Like my friends getting farther and farther away from me.

The future all depends on the choices that we make, the people we pick to be around, and look up to. But it all has to do with the choices that we make. In my life I've made some bad choices and I've made a lot of good ones. But its always the most important ones that matter. In the end I always do stuff that has the best outcome for the people that I care about and love even if it means I'm left in the dust... People ask me why I always think of other people first before thinking of myself and the answers simple, I can live with me not being happy but I cant live with them not being happy. Some people think this is sad but for me its not.